expansion checkpoint 💫

Evening lil cuties! I mean it’s evening as i’m writing this but you are reading it literally whenever WHO KNOWS!! I feel like I am for really real having so much fun right now in my life getting super connected with myself, and for someone who feels they are verrrry much  connected with their soul self, I still have so much excitement knowing that it will never end and I have so much more connection to strengthen hehehehe but in that, I want to give an update on where I’m at in terms of balancing things in my life because if you’ve been sharing this space with me since I started blogging, you might remember the one post I wrote about navigating balance in all aspects of my life and at that time – I really felt like I had a LOT on my plate… I was very much in the THIQQQQQ of hm, let’s say the initiation / activation of my spiritual awakening journey and thus felt quite overwhelmed 🥹 which I look at from the lens I have currently and just jump up and down clapping for that girly because she really slayed and kept slaying… pretty cute of her. 

I remember getting that little download that life will always kind of feel like a teeter totter balancing act where you’re putting focus and energy into certain areas while leaving a few on the sidelines, and then recalibrating and redistributing your energy again, and when I first started navigating that it felt hard. It felt like almost a resistance to what I was trying to do which kinda diminishes the whole concept of giving yourself grace and allowing yourself to flow through it all because life is a LOT all at once and truly we are super lil humans that do wonderful things and you’re just not supposed to be able to do it all at once with equal energy everywhere. So over the last 6 months almost now, I’ve just been dancing through it all. Actually that reminds me of a stunning lil compliment that one of my managers at work gave me weeks ago but she said – as I paraphrase lol – “you have this beautiful cadence and you’re just dancing with life” and it had me reflecting on how it’s of course taken a lot of intentional energy for me to be in that space where I do honestly feel like I’m flowing so it was such a lovely compliment that I did not take lightly, and where I feel I’m at right now is so much more evolved and the narrative that I have in my mind about how I’m navigating these ever changing habits and routines and responsibilities is so much more energized. I guess you could say I decided to drop all and any resistance I was holding onto and it feels liberating 🕊

That’s definitely one of the biggest things that has supported me over the last handful of months at least, is being able to pinpoint very quickly where I’m resisting anything because as soon as you feel that sense of being stuck or lost or repeating cycles but not moving forward, or vertically rather hahaha 🧚🏼 ascension 🧚🏼 right…. If you ask yourself where you might be in resistance and then root yourself in patience for that message to come up, you’ll get a very clear answer from yourself. And it was taking a while for me at first and my body would often tell me before my awareness caught up, but I am at the point now where it becomes really evident to me really quickly!! And with that awareness and intentionality I feel that in certain areas of my life I’m no longer suffering in resistance anymore, which is fun and cute because something as simple as having a cold for a week and a half and not having the desire or much energy to work out or move my body intentionally used to really bother me but I just simply let it ride and felt SO good when I got back into it. And those same feelings have always been felt in that situation, like telling myself it’s okay, let your body rest and then of course feeling energized after you but there would always still be a slight guilt or annoyance that I was just resting.. And now there is none of that to be seen 🥹

And then there’s other areas which I’m feeling quiteeeeeeee proud about because it means I’m heavily trusting in my self and divine timing of things because that whole part about waiting for the messages to come to me clearly, was never my strong suit hehe but I’m becoming so aligned with my path that I know nothing but the highest outcomes are always the case and that has honestly required me rooting myself heavily in patience, and having that conversation with myself to see if I’m feeling like the move I want to make is coming from a place of scarcity or abundance, fear or alignment, ego or heart, you know the drill…. Which I’m applying to things as simple as adjusting my work schedule, calling in new clients to coach with, shopping purchases, travel plans, all the things really and truthfully now I’m at the point where I’m just having fun with it because I’ve realized I’m just flirting with the universe and when it’s coming from that place of alignment and abundance, she flirts right back 🫦🤭 hahaha it’s also HEAVILY strengthening my relationship with time and how it’s not real lol so as long as you are in your flow, everything kinda stands still which has my brain kinda going for loops still but seriously so fun wow. 

Anyway that’s my cutie lil follow up on the balance piece and it’s quite fun to read back at where I was 6 months ago to now, and celebrate myself for the shifts I’m making daily that might feel small but I know better than to think that they’re anything less than huge timeline jumps at this point bahahah so thank you always for coming along with me and exploring my mind with me, what a treat!!! I finish up my coaching cert the end of this month and it feels surreal and crazy and I’m so excited to continue embodying the brand that I’ve been building throughout this chapter because I promise you it’s going to be juicy and spicy and sexy and I cannot wait to share more on ways we can actually work together in this space!! 🥹YAY ciao bonitas 

xx Sarah