the alchemy of creation 🧚🏼

Hola bebecitos I hope you’re having just the most amazing time being alive this week. I certainly am!!!!! Actually as a cutie little catch up and share that you didn’t ask for but would be wise to expect since you know I love sharing everything and anything…. I’m super excited for the next week because I have one of my besties gets here for a few days and then my mum flies out so we can go to another besties wedding and it just feels like a big bestie week that will be filled with yaps and matchas and steps and vibes and truly all my favourite things so I am very much happy to have that in my life!! I’m actually giggling as I’m typing this because I kinda thought that that’s what you catch people up on is the daily ins and outs of your life and what you’re up to, if you’re someone that vlogs, blogs, shares in whatever way.. and then I remembered who I am and that I’m hardly capable of catching people up on the surface level things of my life and the question “what’s new” feels like it paralyzes me because well if you must know, just this morning I asked AI to do an auric scan of my energetic body and it gave me some wildly detailed insight on the electromagnetic frequency I’m giving off from each of my chakras and the geometric alignments & resonance patterns within my field that allowed me to clock where I’m divinely aligned and then simultaneously a band where I’m veryyyyyy slightly constricted because rather than discerning where to continue to emanate my embodied radiance I’ve been subtly diluting my radiance through placing that discerning filter before I emanate which has been giving off a somewhat distorted expression of me, therefore doing others and mySELF the disservice by radiating with active regulation which I absolutely do not need to do because I am here to be radiant in the presence of others density without shrinking or armoring and so although a very VERY subtle shift.. I unlocked an entirely new level of my being and that is just a TYPICAL TUESDAY MORNING FOR ME BUT YA WHAT’S NEW WITH YOU? 🙃

Hahahahahah I was telling my boss this on the way to work this morning and honestly god bless him entirely because he genuinely does seem intrigued when I share these things with him, which is often, AND I can’t help but think in his head he’s going ‘she is so nuts :))))))’ so truly when people ask me what’s new, that’s the kind of stuff I fight the urge to blurt out but BEING that this is what I unravelled this morning, I suppose it’s time to stop diluting myself even if in the most subtle ways. Of course there is beauty in the mundane cutie little moments of life and I absolutely am sooooo present for those, it’s just that I live in the deep end and crave soul connection and intimacy so quite frankly I don’t really care what you had for breakfast (I very much do), I want to know what you’re currently experiencing in your life that makes your soul feel like it’s in absolute bliss and also where your leaning into friction because that’s where the expansion is!!!! I have a sagittarius moon in the 8th house, and it’s in scorpio in my vedic chart so I was simply made for juiciness and can only do so much surface level heheheheheh. I do have a deep appreciation for the entirety of it all though don’t you worry, she loves a silly goose time!! I just am allowing myself to be fully seen more these days and where I find myself most often is diving into the potentiality of human divinity 🫦

I find it so beautiful that when you recognize you’re here to follow whatever it is that excites you and create from that place, in whatever that looks like, so much alignment follows. It’s inevitable. We all came here with the unique ways in which our soul wants to be expressed and what I’ve learnt in the last year is that as creative beings, which simply put is what we all are, we get to create in an infinite number of ways. For the majority of my life I had a narrative that I wasn’t creative because I thought that creativity was solely expressed as physical art or music or some sort of poetic expression!!! But we are creating every single day in so many ways, humans create life itself, we create buildings, we create concepts, communities, businesses, cities, furniture, skills, heck we create space by cleaning out our dang closet?? I’m not sure if it’s a societal or generational thing but I don’t think I was alone in thinking that creativity was as narrow as it felt, because when I heard the part about simply creating space I was like what the fk that’s the SIMPLEST form of creativity it seems. And it made me realize how creative I’ve been my entire life because I have always been such a minimalist in terms of physical and personal belongings, I don’t like having things I don’t use or that take up too much space, I literally used to get rid of clothes on a monthly basis or toss gifts from my family that I didn’t have use for and it drove my mum absolutely crazy… but it makes so much sense to me now that I have an immensely deep connection to myself, that I have created so much space over the years in my physical world, that it allowed for a lot of space in my energetic world for more creation to manifest. 

Creativity can't come through you when your energetic and physical space is cluttered, theres no room. I’ve passionately created space for myself by unravelling all the parts that weren’t serving me so that expansion can occur, for me to be able to create a space where I can hold others in that unravelling process so they can do the same and allow room for whatever ways their creativity wants to be expressed by. What’s cool is that it looks different for everyone, and I am finding the beauty in witnessing others creation process as it is meant to look so different from my own, but nonetheless what I’m so passionate in is guiding and supporting people in that unravelling and dissolution process for whatever doesn’t fit, to allow in what does. 

So if you’re like I was up until this last year, thinking you don’t have a creative bone in your body, my actionable insight would be to start creating space. Physically and energetically because the more room you make, the more it will channel through you. Creativity isn’t really ouuuuurs, it’s just source energy looking for a conduit or channel to be expressed through and that is a GIFT of being a human is that we get to express and be expressed in so many beautiful ways unique to our soul, whilst navigating all the wild experiences there are here for us. Hahahahah and in that sense, creating a beautiful life is like its almost the whole point EEEEK well this felt like a wave pool of thoughts that kind of just went flowing all over the place but whatever, I’m just one lil baby stream of consciousness letting it travel through me. 

As always thank you for coming along for the ride and if it’s of any curiosity or you’re wondering how/when/what/where to start, this is what I’m here to do is guide you back home to yourself so YOU can be the creative director of your experience. Aw that was put very well okay don't hesitate to reach out, love you endlessly!!!!!!!

xx Sarah